life

Wow...it's really been over a month since I wrote anything here. That doesn't mean I haven't written, wanted to write, or had the need to write. It means I let life get in the way.

I have come to realize in the recent past that just when you think things are quieting down in life, something big happens.

You lose $400, your parent's divorce is in the newspaper for the world to see, you break someone's heart, you lose a house, a friend dies.

My shrink said today that if I were to take a standardized stress test right now, my numbers would be astronomical. Maybe that's why I've just kind of shut down.

I hope all of my craziness calms down soon. I honestly don't think I can take much more.

Just when I see a light, it starts to rain.